Quickie Dose of Decadence
Rejects of nature REJOICE! The White Devil has deigned to bless your inconsequential day and turn on the drip for a moment.
Now, go get the rubber band. Wrap it around tightly. You need My dose. I know.
A quick fix, but never painless:
- The Cancun Contribution plate is up to $6800! My trip is paid for ENTIRELY =), and now it’s time for shopping moula!
- I’ve created a devastatingly enslaving new hypnosis Mp3. It’s simply entitled “Obsession”. I’m sure that all of you reading My Journal are quaint with that notion. I decided to….well…. help you fall further down that endless spiral. It’ll be fuuuunnnn….I promise. Hehehehe….
Purchase “Obsession” here:
With reference to My calamitous whispers….I’ve got two boys quite jumbled in their little brains right now. dodo thought that he’d sent Me 100k by now, but it’s only about $65,000 so far with no end in sight! I have coerced certain financial information from him (as well as every weakness he possesses) and I must say….yummy!
And trigger made his way to the bank last week, signed up for a $25,000 home equity loan….and doesn’t remember a thing about it. He sees the paperwork and messages Me….only to be entranced into the next step.
lardbelly is officially a human garbage disposal. He’s replaced that Mikey kid….he’ll literally eat ANYTHING for Me! Hahahahaha!!!
I dismissed the mustang for disobedience a month ago or so. Now he’s writing Me ludicrously long love letters. Here’s one hilarious excerpt:
Accept the echo of the slave now banished as Your modicum of ghost. And here, upon the solid stone and granite of the person I will build the shrine for You and not a prison; here the altars will be built that magnify the human person and accepts the burden of the flesh but aspires to a liberation; and the flesh will be exalted in the elevation. The ought-Shrine ought to have been built long ago. Where all is what it ought to be; the tight and long drawn ought of possibility that caresses thought at midnight and makes companion in the silence of the silver moon. I love the otter of the ought, that chatter-ought and tighten taught the knot that ought to find the person to bind quite tight in spirit regulation and ligation.
My, do I churn exceptional grist for the poetic… Oh heartache! Oh devastation! Oh Goddess!
You see little boys…..you can read all about Me. You can stalk My videos on Youtube. But nothing, absolutely NOTHING compares to submitting to Me directly….
It is an experience you’ll never forget.
Nursemaids, mummy chickens and the perfect catch 22
I think I played more video games last week than I did in My entire childhood! I totally got sick again…..but it’s over.
Being out of commission and getting tributes and presents everyday makes it *almost* tolerable. That and having a little bell to ring when I want something.
slave was on vacation this week and he got to spend it being My nursemaid. Sure, I’m a brat. But when I’m under the weather, I am Damien from The Omen. Hahahahaha….I had him running around and doing so much that he literally passed out from exhaustion. After graciously letting him sleep for a few, I rang the bell loud as hell, woke him up and yelled at him to get out at 2am.
My house is immaculately clean now =) I had BOXES and BOXES stacked to the CEILING!!! My gifts strung out everywhere! My house looked like Amazon.com! Hahahaha!
And they are still coming! dodo keeps buying and tributing every day. Last week was $500 every day, a $1,100 Amazon gift card for the items he couldn’t buy, and today I woke up to another $1000. Isn’t life MY LIFE GRAND!
I also got another $1000 from zero. This Queen Bee addict tributed a long time ago and disappeared for awhile - had a Membersomenumber name – so I call him zero.
Psst….
psst….
hey zero….
Send 30 more of those thousand-dollar-drops….and don’t call Me until the 30 days is up.
I also made a phone call last week. Let’s just say it was a friendly reminder that ended in Me receiving an overnight envelope of $3000. I do love a perfect catch-22.
Mmmmm….
Anyway, now that I can finally speak again – I’m going to record some audio. I have a thousand painful ideas I must inflict upon you.
P.S. In the last month, lardbelly has eaten: dirt, alot of trashed food including a mummy chicken ROFLMAO!!!, department store flyers AND the contents of a petri dish (MY PERSONAL FUCKING FAVORITE! WHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA!)
St. Valentine’s Day Massacre
Today, most of My boys got to bleed for Goddess in green…and red.
dodo sent another $1,000 and bought everything on My WANTlist once again. My entranced birdy has purchased $16,000 of goodies for Goddess in what, two weeks?
dedorko overnighted $2,000 cash and sent an AMAZING bouquet of exotic flowers that smell phenomenal. I must find out what they are – I have NEVER smelled flowers so divine in My life!
Other tributes for Aphrodite in the flesh:
zero – $1,000 (what a bizarre accompanying email…maybe I’ll post it tomorrow…)
hopeless – $650 (atrophy is what happens to it….HAHAHA)
lardbelly – $400 (tonight’s dumpster diving feast for porky: kitty litter GROSS PUKE!!!)
randomloser – $400
There were also seven $100 tributes from various boys – some I know, some I do not. I noticed. You’re simply not worth mentioning right now.
Also I’ve gone from a smothering fascination to blood lust. I bit david’s wrist until it bled. Little droplets of life. All Mine. His orgasm was instant. It was an extraordinarily powerful moment.
Then there were the thorns on the fragrant Angel face roses ( I do believe he must have asked the florist to leave them on, the little masochist) he brought Me…
His inner thighs look like a polka dot predator was on the loose. His penis cried.
It’s dodo’s fault really. All the gifts and the large daily tributes have aroused Me immensely.
I’m exhausted…..yet still, I thirst for more.
$3,000 and a cup o’ tea = perfect morning
randomloser and dedorko …….. $600 each.
hopeless …….. $800.
dodo …….. another $1,000!
Sitting in My silky kimono robe this morning, drinking a cup of Irish breakfast tea, laughing in delight….priceless.
Here’s a lovely little montage of dodo’s past week’s tributes:
My WANTlists cleared out again!
I got a message from the mustang earlier that he also bought EVERYTHING off two of My WANTlists! I fill them up, and they disappear no sooner than I logout…..
But wait! There are still a few lists that aren’t completely cleaned up and so many of you lurking….
I want them ALL cleaned out.
Buy here:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/8F9H4RLCO3JZ
And here:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/MFSRCVE6HPLK
I’ll be online tonight after 10PM.
I smell DEEEEEELICIOUS!
{Edit 3: dodo nearly cleaned out My ENTIRE “Enterain Me” WANTlist before he hit his credit card daily limit! WHOO, but BOO!!! Also, the party I was headed to was cancelled due to crappy weather =( I HATE SNOW! So I’ll be available to torment after all. }
{Edit 2: dodo’s gone and bought EVERYTHING off My Main WANTlist!}
{Edit: dodo’s up to $500 $700 tonight! $1500 for the week =}
What a week! I had a fabulous birthday party – some old friends from San Fran I haven’t seen in YEARS flew into Cleveland and it was a HUGE surprise. I literally screamed when I saw them, as these girls and I did some major stomping of the city {and boys!} together when I lived in the Mission.
I finally took some pics of the gifts I got {I guess there are more on the way now!}
thumper got Me Chaos!!! Finally! The eager-to-please, sweater-pissing, carrot-munching dork did a great job on getting this – I literally have been sniffing Myself for days and delighting in My DELICIOUSNESS =P
thumper – I’ve got a carrot that needs a hole. Report for duuuuuty….NOW.
He also got the goodies below:
And tiny came in a the biggest loser YET AGAIN with this killer new system! It’s not hooked up yet, as I’ve been hosting little soires all week. I’m going to have a boy come over and do it soon though - MUST have the power!
Another new boy that’s listening to My hypnosis recordings sent Me $1100 in tributes. I’ve literally never spoken to him directly. He sent $200 every day this past week and $300 tonight. What a dodo! *wink* How well they work for Me…Yuuuummm…
I also took $600 from wombat on his first call last night. Later in a chat, he was literally begging Me to take his financial information! I contemplated for a moment, then I decided, why rush ….a slow burn is so much more torturous for him and enjoyable for Me….
Oh, and michael….you’ve got something waiting for you. Open it.
Speaking of waiting, I also got My $500 that this little faggot from days past ”forgot” to send Me. How I got it is none of your business, but I bet you’re dying to know, aren’t you? Hehehehe =)
And it looks like you owe Me another Benji – cough it up fuckhead!
I don’t flirt the concept around lightly….I NEVER forget anything and I do ALWAYS get what I want in the end.
One way or another.
I played with My new camera this morning! No photoshop, no makeup, bedhead galore, in My jammies and I’m still the seeeeeexiest Bitch you’ve ever seen!
I’ve got a birthday party to attend tonight….so it’s doubtful I’ll be available to the masses. However, you can go check out My cute new tribute buttons (kudos to technosub for the idea and webcunt for the execution) and click them until your credit card bleeds for Me!
Ciao fucklettes!
Oh Holy Day!
It’s My Birthday and I’m more rotten that EVER! Hehehehe…
I’m having a GREAT day and tonight I’ll be hopping in a limo and terrorizing C-town! If you’re a pig who lives in Cleveland, I’ll be in the Warehouse District….pop down there, and when you see Me – drop to your fucking knees, crawl over and BEG ME to use you as a bitchboy wallet and ash-hole all night. You might actually get the privilege of being a useful fool!
So, I’ll post pics of goodies later, but so far I got:
A new $5000 desktop computer from tiny! I’m so excited about this! It MEGA powerful and is going to let Me make/edit videos like I want to! I also got a few more very special things from him, but it’s a private thing, and I’m not teeeeeelllllling! =P
Donna Karan Chaos (which is no longer on the market!) at $1000 a bottle from one of My new boys, thumper. I am SOOOOOOO pleased that I have another bottle of My SIGNATURE perfume. I ADORE this deliciously wicked perfume!!!! This little twat also got Me a new Canon Powershot, a little camera that fits so nicely in My bags. Cute! I also took $1000 or so more from him a few days ago – that was fuuuuuun. With oh-so-much MORE to come! Toodle-loo wifey!
I’ve also got a few envelopes of yummy cash from dedorko, nathan and hopeless!
And My mustang attempted to buy a BUNCH of things off of his special MUSTGIVEHERWHATEVERSHEWANTSlist, but it got bunged up since he’s overseas. So, when that’s all fixed, I’ll be getting the motherload from My ponybaby – in addition to something else REALLY speeeeeecial…but you’ll have to wait for that little tale!
And you………what did I get from you, you voyeuristic cheap maggot?! Yeah, get your pansyass over to My WANTlists and get Me something good!
Better yet, go grab a bottle of liquor, sit ALONE tonight (you deserve no fun!), STARE at My Pictures and DROOL over My VIDEOS for hours and hours and hours while you drink yourself into oblivion, Pray to Me and PUSH MY BUTTONS TO ATONE FOR YOUR SINS!!
$1000
$500
$300
$200
$100
MY GREEDY GIRLY WANTLIST
http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/1I854A1E0OC69
Dicklette slams, two new boys and FUCK am I HOT!
My studio is excellent! I did a shoot two nights ago and it was a blast. I still have to figure out how to use everything and then teach My friends and whatnot, but it’s fantastic and it’s finally DONE.
Here’s a wallpaper that was made from one of the pics. Download it, put it on your desktop and and stare for HOURS with Niteflirt open and send, send, SEND!
Download 1024X768
Download 800×600
I’ll put the whole photoset up soon. There’s like 20 ultra-devastating pics for your brains to get all mushed up and stupid over. =P
And hey cuntboys, it’s My Birthday on the 19th. One week away! I’ve been so busy I totally forgot about it! Imagine that, Me forgetting about something to capitalize on…Hahahaha.
I haven’t updated My Amazon WANTlist in awhile, as I mentioned before – but I think I’ll click around and put some goodies on it, get rid of old stuff…..yada, yada.
So, on the matter of slaves and rejects of nature…..
The mustang has freaking malaria. I’m rather upset that My Name isn’t on his will yet. I wonder if he will get better or DIE?? It would be unfortunate if I missed out giving him a death kick with thigh high boots on…I think I’m sad now.
Hahahahahaaha!!!!!!!!!!!
fatcunt reported for doormat duty. I made him sit in a tub of freezing cold water while whispering My sweet nothings in his ear. I knew he was thirsty as hell, so after profusely begging Me to satiate his parched hole, I graciously allowed him to chug 16 ounces of yummy-licious contact lense solution! I hear it creates terrible bowel issues the next day. I do love to leave a lingering effect.
After freezing for quite awhile, manboobs-a-plenty got to take a scalding hot shower. Wow, I’ve heard some screams in My life, but goodness! Boy wonderless sounded like a dying rabbit! Hehehehe….
The grand finale was having him slam his lackthereof under the HEAVY toilet seat so many times I can’t remember. It would have only been more satisfying had I been slamming it Myself. You just can’t judge if they’re doing it right and HARD enough, you know…
Two new boys showed up on chat at the same time – that was a fun juggling act. I’m taking thousands ($3,100 to be exact) from one, but the other one shows up in the middle of it and I only got $300 from him. #2 also got Me a new bottle of Donna Karan Gold though, which was good, because My bottle’s almost gone. I still have the little purse parfums mustang got, but I like the spray better. Those little rollerball thingies have a sort of chemical smell, and I can’t tolerate it.
Yeah, I’d post “proof” (LOL, that term and the whole notion of it cracks Me up) but there are tattletales all over watching My every move, and it wouldn’t be prudent at this juncture. It’ll go in members only posts that you get the pleasure of paying out the ass to read.
And you thought only your faggot asses obsess over Me! Boys, girls…..My appeal knows no boundaries =P
Additionally, the other havoc I’ve been stirring up will also be in a members-only journal. There are a few things that need to be worked out before I make passwords available – but keep your pervy eyes open for it soon.
Now get your inadequate shell over to My WANTlist and buy Me birthday presents =)
Giddyup trigger
During an surfing escapade today, that consisted of looking for a new bedroom suite – I happened upon this. How it was that the search for the perfect boudoir lead to such a touching article, I sum up to the fascinating journey that is the Internet.
I admit that by mac’s meandering standards…..I am a ruthless scam. I am unethical by anyone’s “normal” standards and utterly self-absorbed. I will place suggestions in recordings that are completely crafted to melt your mind into Mine and leave you unable to be weened. I will manipulate you to get what I want, and you may not even be aware that I’m doing so. But then again, you may. And you may enjoy it. You do enjoy it.
trigger enjoys it. A few months back, this little boy requested some custom hypnosis recordings from Me. I am happy to report that they are indeed working in that ever-so-sordid way. trigger has since gotten a long-awaited promotion at work due to My reinforcements and is not only sending Me every cent of that lovely raise, but is now in the process of a detailed budget outlining his basic needs. All else goes to Me.
I am also putting the mustang on an allowance, but alas, being overseas creates a bit of a predicament when it comes to having a US account. Damn 9-11. However, I’ve come up with an alternative that I will be enforcing immediately.
I could tell you how much, but it all gets very redundant, doesn’t it?
And tiny’s still working on selling that damn SUV. Has it listed everywhere, and only a few bites, but no hook. Perhaps the chastity device is not working for his focus, and I’ll need to look into castration. Eunuchs make much more devoted slaves.
Many of you tried to contact Me today. I spoke to some of you for a few moments. For those I did not speak to - I’m still a tad under the weather if you will, but there’s no need to toss yourself off a building just yet. I’ll be available by phone in a day or two.
$60,000 More For ME – a sweet ending to a fabulous year!
Helloooo boys….
If you’ve not been devotedly paying and/or suffering for Me, then you obviously weren’t privy to the fact that I’ve been travelling over the holidays. I popped into NYC to visit some friends, Chicago again, Michigan, I did a three day stint in Atlanta. I do love to travel, but fuck it can be tiring! I’m shooting for a relaxing week of nothing but pure pampering and hedonism in Aruba or maybe Mexico in January for My birthday or perhaps February. I have My travel agent checking out some kiss-your-ass-completely resorts. It’s the only way to go =P
And I believe the last time I wrote I was sick…lucky Me, some bacteria-carrying freak has passed their germs on to Me again and now I’ve got some sort of head cold. Ugh. I swear, every fucking time I leave the house and get into a herd of cattle, some fucking sicky gets near Me. I hate that. I probably picked it up Christmas shopping – OMG, insanity this year! The throngs of retards were thick, and I swore that I’d do all My shopping online, but I just waited too long and ended up having to get out in it. =(
The GREAT part was that I didn’t pay for a THING. Yes, this year’s Christmas purchases were all on tiny! I think the grand total ended up being close to $10,000 or so – I bought a few flat panel TVs, some PS3’s, an iphone, GPS nav…you know, techy expensive stuff. It was an awesome Christmas for all My friends and family =)
Oh yes, and let Me not forget to BRAG and BOAST like the rotten little Girl that I am! In addition to tiny fronting Christmas, the mustang FINALLY delivered on his HUGE, very cool tribute. Well, it was actually the company’s fault it took so long to get to Me, but whatever. So check it out:
You’re looking at $30,000 in gold coins. In case you aren’t aware, gold has been on the rise and hit it’s highest price-per-ounce since the 80’s in 2007. The forecast is that it’s going to DOUBLE in 2008. This tribute could potentially end up being $60,000! So, now I’ve got these shiny beauties sitting in a safety deposit box in the bank, waiting for the demand to drive the price up up up!
But that’s not all freakbabies – I couldn’t end this fabulous year without going out with a bang. I also got 25G’s from lardbelly! I made him SELL EVERTHING! Literally. He whined about not being as “rich” as tiny or the mustang, but wanted to SEND ME MORE. It then became My mission to downgrade his life and discover just how much juice One can pump from an impotent dork!
I made him take photos of EVERYTHING in his house. Then I made him make a list of every valuable item he owned. Televisions, cd players, tools, cars – you name it. Then with the list he made, and the inventory photos of every item in his house, I came up with a MUST SELL list.
I had him whip up flyers to hang about town. You know the kind with the little phone number tabs – hahahaha! I had rolypoly sign up for an account on every auction site out there. He sold his furniture, an old broken-down muscle car sitting in the garage – I even had him sell family heirlooms and his dead mom’s old gold jewelry!
All in all, the total for months and months of selling this pigfuck’s crap came to $25,650. The french-fry gobbling blob o’ cellulite counted it out into stacks of various denominations and amounts and paper-clipped them! It looked like granny’s secret mattress stash when it got here! I sprayed so much Lysol on it that My living room looked like a mushroom cloud had exploded!! HAHAHAHA!!!
I’ve also gotten quite a few lesser tributes since I posted last – I’ll write about them later. This post is already a freaking novel.
Also, My Decadent Diary has been permanently moved here. This means update your bookmarks, as I won’t be posting to Livejournal anymore.
My exploits can now be read here: www.decadent-goddess.com/journal
My new journal also combines My Private Diary for members only! Members-only entries are password protected. I’ll give instructions soon enough on how to join and get your password in a few days or so.
Last, but not least, My Website is now LIVE! The members area is still being worked on, but the public area is up and running. Enjoy your descent into Decadence….
Decadent Goddess
It is with great pleasure and satisfaction that I will torture, taunt, mesmerize, and control you...
I am the Decadent Goddess. The White Devil. The Queen Bee.
I AM YOUR DREAM COME TRUE.....