How does One reward…?
Consistent and large tributes, complete devotion, unfailing obedience and a thorough consideration of all of My desires. That’s a pretty perfect slave, don’t you think? And, sure, I believe you should reward your good slaves every so often….
So tiny got to sit in a tub of freezing ice water and ice cubes for about an hour (with eternal chastity device still in place), while he listened to Me orgasm…..one wave after another. The first scream was intoxicating, the whimpering was gourmet and the begging that ensued was heavenly – but it was the panic at about 37 minutes that got Me off. Sheer panic. But he would not move unless I gave him permission to do so. That little boy’s mind is MINE. Yummy…And here is how 2008 wrapped up for the Queen Bee:
So many days missing in that picture. Such a shame. 
P.S. I just released the Hypnotic Trinity. A triad of mesmerizing, high resolution photos for you to get lost in.
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Tis The Season…
to drain you dry!
It’s a little over a week into December and I’ve already spent $20,000 Christmas shopping. As usual, tiny wired 10K for My Xmas shopping exursions, birdy sent $7,000 in Amazon GCs, and dedorko squeezed out another $3,000 in cash in the mail. Yummy!
Speaking of which….while I have been terrorizing store clerks and mercilessly jacking up credit cards, another little sweetpeach decided to report Me to Niteflirt and get My listings suspended for……drumroll please…..having My P.O. Box on My website. Hahahaha! Obviously, I’ll be having the webcunt replace that address and you’ll need to contact My directly for it.
It never ceases to amuse Me the lengths to which girlies will waste their time trying to stop Me! Emailing My boys, tattling on Me, etc. So here’s a public service announcement and some advice – I figure you need it if you’re that desperate to sit behind a computer and launch baby bombs in an effort to evolve:
First of all, it’s pretty obvious that you’re bored honey. No worries, there’s all kinds of stuff you could be doing!
Secondly, if your sights are set on Me, then you’ve probably got a little lesbian inside of you. That’s okay, I know I’m completely irresistable to both sexes. Here’s a little book you might wanna read.
I know….you’re broke and this financial domination thing isn’t working out for you. You simply can’t get money like I get money and you seethe over it while brushing what teeth you have left. Maybe you’re in the wrong area – try these ideas to make a little quick cash!
And lastly, you’re one in a long line of obsessive fans over the last 2 years. I am the Unstoppable. Seek therapy for your powerlessness….or better yet submit to ME!
Goddess Gets…AGAIN! A new SUV for ME!
The Queen Bee: sounds like quite the predicament for you…
The Queen Bee: hard time typing?
birdy: It is It is, you know, i was thinking I spent 75 k in less than 2 weeks. 30k on car 25k on Amazon and 20 k in tributes, must be a new record
birdy: And yes I am , i cant type and look at you at th same time, its too hard:((
So do you like the new 2008 Mercury Mariner My little birdy was compelled to buy Me?
I wanted something cute and black to be able to tote My boat around….
And the Mariner was the perfect choice….sleek, shiny and just gorgeous!
She’s a perfect fit….so soft, and yet so powerful at the same time.
One little wire transfer of $30,000 to the dealership and…….
VOILA! It’s Mine…..as usual.
I just adore those Versace sunglasses too – and considering how sunny and bright it is where I live, a Girl needs a pair (or 50) of gorgeous specs. =P
Oh and I also got most of the goodies from My recent shopping spree on Amazon. A few of My favorites:
I wanted a diamond bracelet, but I just abhor most diamond bracelets. I found this on Amazon and fell in love! They have had some gorgeous jewelry – I think I’ve almost cleaned them out! You can oggle the rest of My sparklies on the Goodies for Goddess page.
And I also got the new Macbook Air! This notebook is cuteness incarnate and aptly named – it’s light as a feather!
I haven’t got My new Mac desktop yet, but I did get the enormous $900 flatscreen monitor that goes with it:
And oh oh oh!!!!! Isn’t she ADORABLE?????
So I’m off to zip around in My new Mariner, visit some friends and enjoy the sunshine! You can sit at home and think about Me all day…..
Hehehe.
Home is where I break your heart….
A dose of DG….finally! I bet your little skintag is just pulsing to the extreme isn’t it! I imagine it’s like a little worm, all dirty and ready to be dissected for Science. But go ahead now, you all may all prick your bitty dangles with a bunch of pink head straight pins in honor of My Divine Return! Take a picture, send it to Me….hell send it to your mother, wife and priest too. I’m sure they’ll ALL enjoy the freakshow.
Sooooooooo………My vacation was subliiiiiiime. I’m officially THE Mexican National Symbol of Beauty. I was literally WORSHIPPED by thousands of those little mexis. I could have foregone flying home, opting instead for being carried on the shoulders of the tiny Mayans, as a true Goddess should travel.
And treated like a true Goddess, I was….My Amazonian Blonde Beauty stunned them ALL into submission. I had this preconceived notion that Latino boys were chock full of meaningless machisimo – well, obviously not in My Presence. No need to demand anything anywhere - EVERYTHING I wanted was just there.Some highlights of My trip:
- Had a supremely beautiful snorkeling trip…..lots of magnificent sea creatures – much like Myself. =)
- I went scuba diving for the first time! It was amazing! I so should have done this sooner – I’m a total mermaid! =P However, I’ve discovered that Mexico is one of the most difficult places to dive, as the ocean has a very powerful undercurrent. But, I did it, and it was fabulous!
- Visited Chichen-Itza – completely awe-inspiring. Was supremely pissed that they do not allow you to walk up the main temple anymore. I was rather looking forward to that.
- Had the most amazing massage of My Life overlooking the beach. Tipped the masseuse $300. (P.S. That used to be your money HAHA!)
For the most part I soaked up the sunshine. Gawd, do I have a beautiful sunkissed glowing tan now! Even My tanlines turn Me on, which I usually hate, but fuckYum! Everything’s delicious on Me!
Oh, I also came home to $5000+ in tributes and I’ve gotten $6000+ in Amazon GC’s. ¡Excelente! See, that’s the way to “work”! It’s all in the way you churn their bitty brains….chop and mush…implant and trigger….
As you can see, dodo missed Me lots.
Some new junky. Realizes this is pitiful quite quickly.
Resolves his ridiculous attempt with this! Redeems pigself slightly – now it’s time to empty his bank accounts.
Yes, I intend to drain him completely. A bloodletting on My homecoming….SUBLIME.
Oh yes, and when I got home, My house was FILLED to the ceiling with GIFTS! You have no idea what hard work it is getting presents….Hahahaaha!
It’s a good thing I have boys to open them, break down the boxes and take them to the recycling center. They, of course know that I detest coming home to a mess. My slaves watched My kitty, opened My packages for Me when I was away, assembled things that needed assembled and though My place was full of new goodies for Goddess - it was sparkling clean. So nice to come home to. They really did a lovely job.
And for all of their efforts, they were rewarded. Oh, you can ONLY imagine…..HAHAHAHA Eat, drink and be humiliated THOROUGHLY!
Such dirty little mouths now.
So, I’ll have the phone on tonight I think. I’m ready to inflict.
Are you ready to receive………………..?
So they wonder…
I had a lump of yuck recently ask Me if I enjoyed making boys fatter, uglier, wimpier…etc. First of all, it sent it’s photo along with it’s email (how the camera did not shatter into a trillion pieces I know not) and I wondered, “Could it really get any WORSE than that?!”
I mean, this nasty of nasties is one step away from full on Jaba the Hutt.
After the acidic disgust subsided, I actually pondered the question. I assume jaba inquired due to what I’ve been inflicting on lardbelly aka the human garbage disposal. I didn’t bother to ever answer jaba directly, but I thought it would be a good topic to write about.
So the answer to the question is….depends, huh what? and, YES!
1. If the pigfuck is chunky, he’s not that productive. Lazy slaves are worthless to Me. If anything, I’d choose to whip their asses into something useful. However, sometimes one comes along that is particularly amusing (like lardbelly) and well, My sadism says, “Stuff the cunt full o’ Twinkies and isolate him from the last shred of his self esteem.”
2. Uglier? How is that possible? If you’re ugly, you’re pretty much ugly. Mother Nature got to you first and although She and I are often in cahoots on many a project, She’s done all the hard work for Me. I simply get to use it as a tool.
3. But wimpier….oh yeeeeessssssss! Machisimo has no place in My world. It is not necessary to be productive. In fact, it rather distracts them from the most important part of life - Me. I like a “yes” boy. I like turning macho boys into yes boys. Breaking them down is easy. I even like a challenge - because let’s just face it, I never lose.
So what it all really boils down to is mood. Most boys are uni-dimensional. I am a multi-faceted gem. That’s why a Girl must possess MANY slaves. So that on any given day, with any given mood – I can pick over My Hive and say,”You. You there. Crawl over here. Goddess wants to play.”
Quickie Dose of Decadence
Rejects of nature REJOICE! The White Devil has deigned to bless your inconsequential day and turn on the drip for a moment.
Now, go get the rubber band. Wrap it around tightly. You need My dose. I know.
A quick fix, but never painless:
- The Cancun Contribution plate is up to $6800! My trip is paid for ENTIRELY =), and now it’s time for shopping moula!
- I’ve created a devastatingly enslaving new hypnosis Mp3. It’s simply entitled “Obsession”. I’m sure that all of you reading My Journal are quaint with that notion. I decided to….well…. help you fall further down that endless spiral. It’ll be fuuuunnnn….I promise. Hehehehe….
Purchase “Obsession” here:
With reference to My calamitous whispers….I’ve got two boys quite jumbled in their little brains right now. dodo thought that he’d sent Me 100k by now, but it’s only about $65,000 so far with no end in sight! I have coerced certain financial information from him (as well as every weakness he possesses) and I must say….yummy!
And trigger made his way to the bank last week, signed up for a $25,000 home equity loan….and doesn’t remember a thing about it. He sees the paperwork and messages Me….only to be entranced into the next step.
lardbelly is officially a human garbage disposal. He’s replaced that Mikey kid….he’ll literally eat ANYTHING for Me! Hahahahaha!!!
I dismissed the mustang for disobedience a month ago or so. Now he’s writing Me ludicrously long love letters. Here’s one hilarious excerpt:
Accept the echo of the slave now banished as Your modicum of ghost. And here, upon the solid stone and granite of the person I will build the shrine for You and not a prison; here the altars will be built that magnify the human person and accepts the burden of the flesh but aspires to a liberation; and the flesh will be exalted in the elevation. The ought-Shrine ought to have been built long ago. Where all is what it ought to be; the tight and long drawn ought of possibility that caresses thought at midnight and makes companion in the silence of the silver moon. I love the otter of the ought, that chatter-ought and tighten taught the knot that ought to find the person to bind quite tight in spirit regulation and ligation.
My, do I churn exceptional grist for the poetic… Oh heartache! Oh devastation! Oh Goddess!
You see little boys…..you can read all about Me. You can stalk My videos on Youtube. But nothing, absolutely NOTHING compares to submitting to Me directly….
It is an experience you’ll never forget.
Recent Experiments
Firewater Enema
I’ve made various boys give themselves a whiskey enema, a vodka enema – but I really wanted to step it up a notch. A little forced intoxication with a twist BURN!
Unfortunately the Firewater itself didn’t have the burning effect I’d hoped for. So I needed to adjust the concoction. Add 12ml of clove oil and VOILA! The screaming begins.
Very quickly the screaming turned to crying, the crying turned to mumbled, drunken weeping and begging….which results in Me wanting to shut its little trap. So I decide it needs both holes filled.
Enter the cheap whiskey. Old Granddad in it’s mouth and Firewater+clove oil in its ass. No hands. If it drops the bottle, it gets to snort the burning firewater concoction up its nose. The bottle did not get dropped…. for quite awhile.
Then I tell subject what its mother’s name is and subject drops bottle.
Snorting of Goddess’ concoction commences, with GREATER weeping and MUCH MORE begging. Experiment ends with subject very drunk and sobbing. I hang up on subject.
The subject, in its inebriated and fearful state, begins to send tribute after tribute begging for My mercy – at least that’s what I gleaned from subject’s obvious inability to type clearly.
Subject wakes up the next day and sends more. It maxes out its credit card in one week.
Goddess is pleased.
Ginger Plug
After the firewater/clove oil experiment, I’ve become a bit obsessed with the concept of burning. Then I remember something I’ve ALWAYS wanted to try, but usually forget about.
Figging.
Otherwise peeling a piece of ginger root and inserting it into a dirty hole.
But I don’t want to do it to an anal junky. It has to be a virgin.
That’s why the young ones are perfect. Still fresh….untouched.
Subject #2 has no idea why Goddess has ordered him to the grocery to pick up ginger root, but the anticipation of what I will use it for has its tiny dangle as hard as it can get and thus makes it difficult for the subject to walk. Goddess then orders it to duct tape the pinky-sized protrusion down before he runs to the store for the ginger.
Upon its return, subject keeps asking Goddess,”What will you do with the ginger?” It annoys Goddess to no end.
Goddess makes subject stuff its mouth with roommate’s filthy sock and duct tape its mouth shut. It cannot speak anymore – only listen and obey. Subject gags repeatedly. Obviously it’s one foul piece of footwear stuffed in its yapper.
Goddess makes subject peel ginger and whittle it into a plug shape. Muffled resistance as subject begins to realize what is going to happen. Goddess begins to whisper that it’s going to burn the flesh very badly, and resistance increases. This only makes it more exciting for Goddess.
Goddess forces subject to stick the ginger root anal plug in its ass. Virgin whimpers as the ginger enters. Once in place, the subject quiets down a bit.
Goddess knows that the subject is confused that the ginger is not burning. Patiently, She waits. Muffled screaming commences. Goddess laughs and laughs and laughs.
Goddess then orders subject to rip the duct tape from its skintag. Muffled pleading is ignored. Goddess does not allow the subject to remove the duct tape slowly, as She knows the subject hopes to do. She makes sure that the guinea pig tears it from his flesh. Ouch.
Yes, it hurts. It bleeds and it burns and now it cries. Little boy tears are food for Goddess.
She is pleased.
Nursemaids, mummy chickens and the perfect catch 22
I think I played more video games last week than I did in My entire childhood! I totally got sick again…..but it’s over.
Being out of commission and getting tributes and presents everyday makes it *almost* tolerable. That and having a little bell to ring when I want something.
slave was on vacation this week and he got to spend it being My nursemaid. Sure, I’m a brat. But when I’m under the weather, I am Damien from The Omen. Hahahahaha….I had him running around and doing so much that he literally passed out from exhaustion. After graciously letting him sleep for a few, I rang the bell loud as hell, woke him up and yelled at him to get out at 2am.
My house is immaculately clean now =) I had BOXES and BOXES stacked to the CEILING!!! My gifts strung out everywhere! My house looked like Amazon.com! Hahahaha!
And they are still coming! dodo keeps buying and tributing every day. Last week was $500 every day, a $1,100 Amazon gift card for the items he couldn’t buy, and today I woke up to another $1000. Isn’t life MY LIFE GRAND!
I also got another $1000 from zero. This Queen Bee addict tributed a long time ago and disappeared for awhile - had a Membersomenumber name – so I call him zero.
Psst….
psst….
hey zero….
Send 30 more of those thousand-dollar-drops….and don’t call Me until the 30 days is up.
I also made a phone call last week. Let’s just say it was a friendly reminder that ended in Me receiving an overnight envelope of $3000. I do love a perfect catch-22.
Mmmmm….
Anyway, now that I can finally speak again – I’m going to record some audio. I have a thousand painful ideas I must inflict upon you.
P.S. In the last month, lardbelly has eaten: dirt, alot of trashed food including a mummy chicken ROFLMAO!!!, department store flyers AND the contents of a petri dish (MY PERSONAL FUCKING FAVORITE! WHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAA!)
St. Valentine’s Day Massacre
Today, most of My boys got to bleed for Goddess in green…and red.
dodo sent another $1,000 and bought everything on My WANTlist once again. My entranced birdy has purchased $16,000 of goodies for Goddess in what, two weeks?
dedorko overnighted $2,000 cash and sent an AMAZING bouquet of exotic flowers that smell phenomenal. I must find out what they are – I have NEVER smelled flowers so divine in My life!
Other tributes for Aphrodite in the flesh:
zero – $1,000 (what a bizarre accompanying email…maybe I’ll post it tomorrow…)
hopeless – $650 (atrophy is what happens to it….HAHAHA)
lardbelly – $400 (tonight’s dumpster diving feast for porky: kitty litter GROSS PUKE!!!)
randomloser – $400
There were also seven $100 tributes from various boys – some I know, some I do not. I noticed. You’re simply not worth mentioning right now.
Also I’ve gone from a smothering fascination to blood lust. I bit david’s wrist until it bled. Little droplets of life. All Mine. His orgasm was instant. It was an extraordinarily powerful moment.
Then there were the thorns on the fragrant Angel face roses ( I do believe he must have asked the florist to leave them on, the little masochist) he brought Me…
His inner thighs look like a polka dot predator was on the loose. His penis cried.
It’s dodo’s fault really. All the gifts and the large daily tributes have aroused Me immensely.
I’m exhausted…..yet still, I thirst for more.
Take his breath awaaaayyyyy…..
I picked up some 20+ Amazon boxes that dodo got Me from the post office today. Yummy!
So I get them home, open them up….
and all I can think of is how I’d like to suffocate a boy with packing peanuts and bubblewrap….
So that’s what I’m going to do tonight.
The rest of you get to wait.
I might be available later on this evening…say around 11 or midnight or so. Then again, I might not.
Decadent Goddess
It is with great pleasure and satisfaction that I will torture, taunt, mesmerize, and control you...
I am the Decadent Goddess. The White Devil. The Queen Bee.
I AM YOUR DREAM COME TRUE.....